Today - uno Jueves en Junio

It's been awhile !

Truthfully, for these past few weeks, I feel like shit.
I was not myself, I don't remember where I put it, or lose it.
I'm gona find you somehow, and when I do....

Somehow, these past few days, I feel lighter.
I know what I want to do, and well it's just that I just have to reconfirm on it.
That's all.
I have to be sure of what I feel, what I think.

The thing is, I was just lost.
Lost in my mind, my head.
My imagination.
My thoughts.

I should just stop doing that,
cause if not, when can I start to concentrate in class?
I mean lately, I finally started to concentrate in class.
I've lost that, for years.
But now I'm redeeming it again.
I don't want to be a loser anymore.

I don't want to be useless, reckless, pointless.
I don't want to be nothing.

This is it.
I'm gona go home this week.
I want to start to change.
I always say this.
But now, it's done.

I'm not gonna say anything.
I just want to make it clear to myself, that I should just chill,
and get the best out of myself.
Do the best for me.
For My Own Benefits.

Why don't you just shut the ____ up and just DO IT !