I am thinking of the night when we randomly chose to go to PD for a lepak-ing by the beach. It was a wonderful night. I never liked hanging out by the beach, I don't hate it, but it's just not my favourite. Maybe because the air is salty and sticky, and sand would just be everywhere, on me. Then it'll be a fuss to clean up all those things. But now,I am so looking forward to going to beaches, at night again. With two of my most favourite people. I just love them. In different ways, that is.
It was a cold night. The air was breezy and the moon was full and bright, it lighted up the beach. It was beautiful, it was calming, and it was, an amazing feeling. Maybe I should have a house by the beach someday? Who knows?? Maybe I could.
We walked, and we walked, and we searched for lil crabbies, and he killed some. Which made me come up with the 'God of Crabs' stories. Haha. It was weird. It was funny. At least he was with me.
Then came the part where we talked, and we sulked, and I got pissed, when he went in total silence, dodging my questions with something like "it's nothing" and "don't worry". I was hurt. I feel hurt. But it doesn't change, I understand. It's okay. I'll leave him alone then. I won't ask anymore, I don't want to make him annoyed. I don't want to do things he doesn't like. Things that would change everything.
I know how I feel, I'm just not sure of how he feels.
Maybe I should just chill.
Yeah maybe I should just do that.
It was a cold night. The air was breezy and the moon was full and bright, it lighted up the beach. It was beautiful, it was calming, and it was, an amazing feeling. Maybe I should have a house by the beach someday? Who knows?? Maybe I could.
We walked, and we walked, and we searched for lil crabbies, and he killed some. Which made me come up with the 'God of Crabs' stories. Haha. It was weird. It was funny. At least he was with me.
Then came the part where we talked, and we sulked, and I got pissed, when he went in total silence, dodging my questions with something like "it's nothing" and "don't worry". I was hurt. I feel hurt. But it doesn't change, I understand. It's okay. I'll leave him alone then. I won't ask anymore, I don't want to make him annoyed. I don't want to do things he doesn't like. Things that would change everything.
I know how I feel, I'm just not sure of how he feels.
Maybe I should just chill.
Yeah maybe I should just do that.
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