I don't know how to put it

Seriously, I'm having trouble with my self.
I wan't to solve this, I hate being in dilemmas.
but the thing is I don't know how to solve it!

The truth is
I love being with you. I need you, I want you.
But I know that, I can't have you to myself.
I want to, but it doesn't seem possible,
I don't want to be selfish, I understand.
I know where I stand.
I know where I should be, but I don't know how I should feel.

Should I just stay the same, as you want me to be,
or should I just ignore the fact that I need you in my life,
I need to talk to you, to hold your hands, to listen to what you'll say,
to just see your eyes, or to tease you a bit and see you laugh, annoying me back.
To tell you, that I need you, I want you.

It made me wonderful, when I knew about how you've felt.
But I still don't know how should I feel,
maybe time will decide.

No, maybe when I'm with you alot,
I'll decide.