Ola.
These past few days has been filled with me
cleaning up my stuff, folding up my clothes into a huge bag that I'm gonna take with me to college,
and messing up my room, with things that I'm gona pass out to my sis
(since I wont be needing them anymore)
Well anyhuus, I totally felt the urge to cry when I think about leaving for college.
What a sissy, oh god, what's wrong now.
I have no idea what's wrong, the idea is just sad. Still no clue why.
Still has a week to go till I actually leave for college. Oh What the hell.
Today me and ibu talked about how close our family relationship is.
It seems what my father told her before he died, left a mark in her heart, somewhere.
He said, something like "thanks for taking good care of the children, you've done a great job"
Wow I bet she was proud, I would have too.
Looking at us now, for sure I would be really proud.
We're just perfect of each other, and we don't need of anything else in this world.
It doesn't matter if there's gonna be the apocalypse, it's gonna be fine,
as long as we have the four of us, there's nothing that can scare us,
except losing one of us, that scares the life out of us,
or me I guess.
I don't know, for me, I don't care if I don't have anything else in this world,
even a lover by my side, as long as I have these people in my life,
there's nothing more I want, I'm happy as I am,
and furthermore, a lover doesn't always make you happy all the time.
I wonder how heaven works, are we goin to see each other, even when we're in heaven?
or hell, I'm not quite sure.
Well for what it may seems, I still have a long way to go, to think about how heaven works,
or never,
but who cares, for now, I should just chill and live how it's suppose to be.
Just go with the flow.
Sometimes, I worry about dumb things,
I'm being mean to myself,
why don't I believe in him much,
there's always this rebellious thoughts in mind,
even stupid things,
now when I thnk about it again,
why should I worry how my life would work like,
as long as I know for what I'm doing it, and how I'm doing it,
I'll leave the rest to Him,
He is the all creator :)
P.s just chill, and go with the flow. It will all be fine.
These past few days has been filled with me
cleaning up my stuff, folding up my clothes into a huge bag that I'm gonna take with me to college,
and messing up my room, with things that I'm gona pass out to my sis
(since I wont be needing them anymore)
Well anyhuus, I totally felt the urge to cry when I think about leaving for college.
What a sissy, oh god, what's wrong now.
I have no idea what's wrong, the idea is just sad. Still no clue why.
Still has a week to go till I actually leave for college. Oh What the hell.
Today me and ibu talked about how close our family relationship is.
It seems what my father told her before he died, left a mark in her heart, somewhere.
He said, something like "thanks for taking good care of the children, you've done a great job"
Wow I bet she was proud, I would have too.
Looking at us now, for sure I would be really proud.
We're just perfect of each other, and we don't need of anything else in this world.
It doesn't matter if there's gonna be the apocalypse, it's gonna be fine,
as long as we have the four of us, there's nothing that can scare us,
except losing one of us, that scares the life out of us,
or me I guess.
I don't know, for me, I don't care if I don't have anything else in this world,
even a lover by my side, as long as I have these people in my life,
there's nothing more I want, I'm happy as I am,
and furthermore, a lover doesn't always make you happy all the time.
I wonder how heaven works, are we goin to see each other, even when we're in heaven?
or hell, I'm not quite sure.
Well for what it may seems, I still have a long way to go, to think about how heaven works,
or never,
but who cares, for now, I should just chill and live how it's suppose to be.
Just go with the flow.
Sometimes, I worry about dumb things,
I'm being mean to myself,
why don't I believe in him much,
there's always this rebellious thoughts in mind,
even stupid things,
now when I thnk about it again,
why should I worry how my life would work like,
as long as I know for what I'm doing it, and how I'm doing it,
I'll leave the rest to Him,
He is the all creator :)
P.s just chill, and go with the flow. It will all be fine.
uhhh i like your rebellious side! ;D
ReplyDeleteand all your other sides, good luck with college and greet Ibu, Arif and Sulida ;)