Friday, February 5, 2010

Differences

So the other night I was watching this Korean show about how different things are in different countries. Then they have this girl who's now in Japan and is at the subway, entering the train to somewhere, anyway, story cut short, she had to put her phone into vibrate mode, so that it won't disturb people in the train. Anyway, there's this other girl in Korea, also in the train goin somewhere,and at the same time, she called the 'traingirl' in Japan. The girl in Korea was speaking normally, whereas the girl in Japan was whispering and said that she can't talk because she's in the train now. Okay so that was in Japan.

Now, there's this foreign guy in Singapore, and he's walking on the street, listening to his Mp3 and chewing a gum. Then suddenly there's one local lady approached and asked him to spit out his gum, because in Singapore, chewing gums are banned, and you can be fined from $500 to $1000 USD!

Whoa!? And why aren't they laws or 'bans' against cigarettes or alcohols? Just a question.
Don't want to get insensitive here.

So anyway, each country has their own 'uniqueness' and differences that we all should at least try to respect it eventhough we don't think its appropriate or sane. Well if you don't like the country, then just go have vacation somewhere else. As easy as that.

But sometimes, some facts are just exaggerations of things. Just to spice things up. Yeah right. Like for the fact that all muslim countries are dangerous and full of terrorism and everything. Okay? First, the Middle East doesn't represent all muslim countries. Yes there're alot of muslims over there, but what can we say about that, Islam came from there. So okay, if you wan't to learn about a country and it's contents, go there, experience it. Then get the facts to yourself.

I find that it's always fun and interesting to learn about another culture and lifestyles. Eventhough sometimes I know I can't stand living with it, I mean, there's alot of other people that lived with it,and for a looooonggg time that is. So I think, as a human, and a 'civilized' one, I should understand the differences. And well, I can always go back to where I like if I dislike some places!

Aren't things just easy that way?

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

What is up?

Stupid people, furiates me. QUICKLY.
Because of their foolishness, no let say, Stupidity, others have to pay the consenquences.
When I say others, of course in the world it meant, ME.
Well anyway, it's just so stupid how some bankers just don't know how to explain about how I could work my debit card, and made me do several trips, lets say 5-6 times to the bank to settle the damn card just to know that I didn't know that I was suppose to transfer some shitmoney into the account. Or some cashiers are just cashiers. And some drivers are so bloody ignorant and selfish on the road, and drive like a ________. Well you fill up the blank.

Ahh?! And the most irritating part is, that Some people are just too clever that they can be pretty stupid. And well, I mean it when I say that. You bloody stupid shithead. Damn you go with all your B*shit. Don't you realise that I already know that you're bullshitting me? Or am I too good as an actress? Maybe I am. Who knows, maybe I should go audition for some drama next time my uncle's shooting another movie. Pffttss.

What's up with this world!?

Saturday, January 30, 2010

My Precious.

Last night, I slept with both of my brother and sister.
At first I was super angry at my lil brother for being abnoxious.
But I didn't throw a fuss at him. Instead I cried.
I couldn't hold my feelings, my anger, my frustration.
So I cried.

I realised how over protective I am over them.
I couldn't help it. My insctict of the eldest sister is just too strong.

After a few laps of crying and all, my lil bro started to come and hug me,
then came my heavy lil sister, now I have two 'ricesacks' on top of me, crushing me.

Then started the episodes of ghost stories from them, followed by me screaming intentionally just to scare them. And we all laughed. We talked and talked till I was out of breath, and till I couldn't open my eyes any longer, I just went to sleep. They just kept talking till everything was all quiet.
We all slept.

I woke up this morning, with my brother sleeping on the other side of the bed, his feet faced my face, and my sister was almost thrown out of bed. And it was 130 in the afternoon. My god?!
What a good influence I am for both my brother and sister. Haha.

Friday, January 29, 2010

Just for Liyana when she feels sad.

Tonight, I dont feel so happy. Actually, I am really sad.
Why? Maybe because I just feel like it. I just want to be sad tonight.
At least while being sad, I realised a couple of points.
Points of things that would make me see and do things, differently.
Well I just want to be sad tonight.
These are the tears that I've been holding up,
the sadness, the anger, the hurt, and everything.
The thing about me is that
I tend to keep my feelings to myself.
And I think tonight is the night when I let it all out.
So that I would feel better tomorrow.
This feeling I have in me now, is beyond how sadness can be felt.
Because it's just so full of everything I've been through
all this while. and all the anger that I've been shutting up inside.
And I hope to change that. Change my bad-tempered self.

Eventhough its sad. I'm smiling, just to make me feel better.
Just to make me know that it'll all be alright.
It'll all be fine.
because there's nothing that I can't handle.

This one, is for myself.
To read when I'm sad again next time.
Just know that whatever it is Liyana,
You'll be fine. You've done it this far, and you can go further.
It's just how it is, and you choose how you want to live.
So grow up and live with it.

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Chewing Gum

Today, a quite 'interesting' incident happened.
Well I was cheerfully humming and driving while chewing a gum after I sent my mom off at the airport.
Then I came home, played the piano. still chewing.
Watch Tv. still chewing.
Went on the internet ; Fb, Yahoo, Onemanga. spat out the gum and had a new one.
Then I was sleepy.
went straight to bed, just to relax my head.
when I realise, I was on my bed, 2hrs later. Just woke up.
And the gum was gone!
I forgot wether I spat it out, or I accidentally swallowed it when I fell asleep
I hope I'm not in BIG SHIT.
Thinking about it, my stomach hurts, maybe because there's gum stuck somewhere
at my intestinal wall.
oh SHIT!

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

*Rohn

Why is it so bloody warm today?
I can't take it lah.
I kept changing my clothes.
Hangatnyaaaaa!

*hot in Thai

Ps. Im trying to learn to speak Thai now.

Sawatdeekaaaaa :)

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Another day Another Story to Tell

Today, aunty Sulida came to stay.
Now ibu's out with her and her friends to find some international school for their kid.
Well I would wish I had gone to private schools, it would be interesting for me, well I love my school life. It's just so full of, memories *smirking*

I have cramps, and I'm sorta crappy.
Watching Slam Dunk made my day.
Eventhough I have watched it since I was like 9.
I still love it.
It's just so natural, so human.
Unlike many other stupid, lame cartoons that are just plain stupid.
I get irritated when I watch stupid cartoons, like Mr.Bean or something.
Erkh.

Got Sue sent me some anime songs in my phone. Im just so into Japanese and Korean songs now. No idea why, maybe because I hear Sue play it in her room all the time.

Anyway, I have henna on my fingernails again today.
Its fading halfway before I topped it up just now.
I just love doing it now.
Just for the fun of it. I do have coloured nails and I can pray with them!
Well, it is also a sunat btw.
haha.

I miss my girls. I just want us to sit together, talk shit and laugh about stupid stuff or go crazy over some cute guy. We'll do nothing, but it's okay. We're so used to that.
Everybody is having their own life now. And it makes it sorta hard for me to see them. I'm not sad about it, it's just that sometimes, I miss them.

I have nothing else to do now, might as well I write something here.
It's better to write about how my day is rather than bitching about people like 'I' always do. :)
*this is totally dedicated to someone, findout who you are!