Tonight, I dont feel so happy. Actually, I am really sad.
Why? Maybe because I just feel like it. I just want to be sad tonight.
At least while being sad, I realised a couple of points.
Points of things that would make me see and do things, differently.
Well I just want to be sad tonight.
These are the tears that I've been holding up,
the sadness, the anger, the hurt, and everything.
The thing about me is that
I tend to keep my feelings to myself.
And I think tonight is the night when I let it all out.
So that I would feel better tomorrow.
This feeling I have in me now, is beyond how sadness can be felt.
Because it's just so full of everything I've been through
all this while. and all the anger that I've been shutting up inside.
And I hope to change that. Change my bad-tempered self.
Eventhough its sad. I'm smiling, just to make me feel better.
Just to make me know that it'll all be alright.
It'll all be fine.
because there's nothing that I can't handle.
This one, is for myself.
To read when I'm sad again next time.
Just know that whatever it is Liyana,
You'll be fine. You've done it this far, and you can go further.
It's just how it is, and you choose how you want to live.
So grow up and live with it.
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