You're stupid, Stupid !

Some how just now, I got a calling. About my life. About how I should be.

I've been wasting my time here. I've been enjoying myself too much.

I know I'm doing it, but somehow, I'm always drifted away.

I'll always forget about it. Even when ibu would constantly call me, reminding me bout my failures, from my past. I know I am better, and I know I should be better. But I just cant do it.

Too many distractions, I'm so easily distracted.

Hearing what Afiq said on the phone, I felt like I was struck by lightning or something, I mean. Come on, you got this, a week before you exams, doesn't that mean God still cares about you? Reminding you, that you're drifted away, from the way you should be? Come on girl don't tell me you're saying this is a fcking coincidence, it's fcking not!

Motherfather?! I'm pissed now. I need to wake up!

Wake up Motherchoot, wake up!!! Stupid asshole.

You've been wasting your time, and you still have time to make up for it.

Stop it! Stop dreaming!

You can start dreaming again when finals are over!!

I feel like slapping you, bitch.