Itsy bitsy spider that bit me

Last night, I had a dream.
A dream that I think I should write about.
I woke up this morning, with a sad and heavy feeling in my heart,
it was devastating. I felt the urge to cry, but couldnt.
I wonder why? Maybe I think too much lately, or maybe
I just felt the guilt in my chest, burdening up and swallowing me,
from inside out.
It hurt so badly, and I can still feel it.
I've had this kind of feeling a year ago,
when I was in the States, and dreamnt something,
Something, frightening, and sad in way,
so sad, even death is nothing.
I woke up that time, with tears running out from my eyes,
and the feeling, still there in my heart.
So painful, even the feel of a knife stabbed in through your heart is nothing!
It felt like, millions of pieces of broken glasses are slowly pierced in and out of the heart.
Pouring down from the heart, is the hearts contents, blood, etc..
erh yeah yeah, gross.

I can still remember the dream, so clear, if my eyes were projectors,
it can show every single detail out of it.
Even the smallest drop of blood that were pouring from the sky,
and the white space of nothing, it was scary.

Last night, was a dream of,
three lil spiders, that came crawling on me,
one was white, the others were black and green,
the best thing was, the white one, bit me.
bleeded me, and scarred me.
It was painful, and it hurt so bad, I can imagine in my mind still.

I don't know why it's so important, about three lil spiders,
but what meant the most for me, was the feeling I had
when I woke up, it was hurtful, it was sad, and it was heavy.

I kept crying today, I just couldn't resist it.