Today I woke up to the feeling of in need of shopping for some lingeries.
I mean I know there's like tons of it sold out there, but nothing beats the feel of VS's lingerie.
The soft and velvety feeling of the fabric, the shape, the sultriness, the comfort, it's just perfect!
I even miss going in VS's just to smell the latest perfume, or check out the latest make up.
Why aren't there any VS's in Malaysia? WHY????
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Sunday, March 28, 2010
I dedicate this for you, bitch.
Oh my,
the world just became weirder and weirder,
and more stupid than I am surprisingly,
surprised by what I actually find, through out it.
Some things are just pointless, and I wonder why some people would still do it.
Lately, I feel calm. Eventhough my room is messy, eventhough I'm not in college yet.
Eventhough I'm just taking time, waiting for the day to pass by,
and watching the clock every now and then. It's boring, and devastating.
For me, no. It's actually, calming. I can think about thousands of things when I only look at the falling leaves from the big bonzai tree in the front lawn.
I'm so blessed.
Eventhough some people annoys the back bone out of me,
I laughed. I felt sorry for that person. I felt the shame.
I'm just sorry for you asshole.
You're such a bitch, and I wonder why on earth didn't you die when you were a baby,
whereas you should. Since you're only a nuisance for other poeple's life.
Some parents are such dumb asses.
Why is it that they are so stupid, that even when they would have problems with each other,
they would gladly involve the child, in it? Isn't that stupid? No it's far more worse than stupid, it's called 'somethingelse'.
I'm sorry for you people in this world. I dont think you are people, I think you're just a PIG.
A big, fat, ugly, stupid, hideous, lazy, and dumb PIG.
*chuckles*
It's not my fault.
You started it, so pay the consenquences lah.
You don't know who you're dealing with.
If you're smart, stay away from me,
I can be really nice, and otherwise.
as far as possible, you're such a nuisance to this family - to me.
I don't know you, and I don't want to know you.
You're nobody, you're so outta my league,
excuse me, mind my language, but you're so low of a human status that you should only and go down crawl when you walk pass me.
Oh my, did I cross the line?
You should thank God I don't live close to you, or I would go and slap your teeth out of your ugly face - wait, my hands are far to perfect and delicate to touch the face of yours. I might get rabies.
You're so disdainful to even be spat at. You should be urinated at.
This is all meant for you baby. I hope you'll love it.
Totally a 100% from the bottom of my heart-not all though,
so Baby please baby, just go to hell.
the world just became weirder and weirder,
and more stupid than I am surprisingly,
surprised by what I actually find, through out it.
Some things are just pointless, and I wonder why some people would still do it.
Lately, I feel calm. Eventhough my room is messy, eventhough I'm not in college yet.
Eventhough I'm just taking time, waiting for the day to pass by,
and watching the clock every now and then. It's boring, and devastating.
For me, no. It's actually, calming. I can think about thousands of things when I only look at the falling leaves from the big bonzai tree in the front lawn.
I'm so blessed.
Eventhough some people annoys the back bone out of me,
I laughed. I felt sorry for that person. I felt the shame.
I'm just sorry for you asshole.
You're such a bitch, and I wonder why on earth didn't you die when you were a baby,
whereas you should. Since you're only a nuisance for other poeple's life.
Some parents are such dumb asses.
Why is it that they are so stupid, that even when they would have problems with each other,
they would gladly involve the child, in it? Isn't that stupid? No it's far more worse than stupid, it's called 'somethingelse'.
I'm sorry for you people in this world. I dont think you are people, I think you're just a PIG.
A big, fat, ugly, stupid, hideous, lazy, and dumb PIG.
*chuckles*
It's not my fault.
You started it, so pay the consenquences lah.
You don't know who you're dealing with.
If you're smart, stay away from me,
I can be really nice, and otherwise.
as far as possible, you're such a nuisance to this family - to me.
I don't know you, and I don't want to know you.
You're nobody, you're so outta my league,
excuse me, mind my language, but you're so low of a human status that you should only and go down crawl when you walk pass me.
Oh my, did I cross the line?
You should thank God I don't live close to you, or I would go and slap your teeth out of your ugly face - wait, my hands are far to perfect and delicate to touch the face of yours. I might get rabies.
You're so disdainful to even be spat at. You should be urinated at.
This is all meant for you baby. I hope you'll love it.
Totally a 100% from the bottom of my heart-not all though,
so Baby please baby, just go to hell.
Change
Today will be the day,
the day I will start to change.
I'm so excited.
I'm thrilled.
Actually it feels more like a nervous feeling.
I don't know I'm just so excited.
the day I will start to change.
I'm so excited.
I'm thrilled.
Actually it feels more like a nervous feeling.
I don't know I'm just so excited.
Friday, March 26, 2010
Hari Berkeputusan
I've made up my mind.
I want to do it. I think I should do it.
There's no harm in doing it.
It's gonna make a big impact on my everyday life.
But it's okay, cause I can get use to it. I should.
I don't know wether I should wait, or just still take some time to think about it,
deeply, throughly,
but the thing is, I don't know,
I don't think there'll be any regrets in the future.
I hope not! but I'm pretty sure, I won't.
But I surely hope
there'll be more reason for me
to do this,
More things to make me sure,
that I should do this.
I hope you would enlight me soon.
I want to do it. I think I should do it.
There's no harm in doing it.
It's gonna make a big impact on my everyday life.
But it's okay, cause I can get use to it. I should.
I don't know wether I should wait, or just still take some time to think about it,
deeply, throughly,
but the thing is, I don't know,
I don't think there'll be any regrets in the future.
I hope not! but I'm pretty sure, I won't.
But I surely hope
there'll be more reason for me
to do this,
More things to make me sure,
that I should do this.
I hope you would enlight me soon.
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
The smell of you
Your smell still lingers in the air.
It reminds me, of you the most of course.
But the best thing is that it reminds me of us.
and it helps me to know myself better.
I miss you.
Just hope that the scent doesn't go away untill you're here again.
It reminds me, of you the most of course.
But the best thing is that it reminds me of us.
and it helps me to know myself better.
I miss you.
Just hope that the scent doesn't go away untill you're here again.
Itsy bitsy spider that bit me
Last night, I had a dream.
A dream that I think I should write about.
I woke up this morning, with a sad and heavy feeling in my heart,
it was devastating. I felt the urge to cry, but couldnt.
I wonder why? Maybe I think too much lately, or maybe
I just felt the guilt in my chest, burdening up and swallowing me,
from inside out.
It hurt so badly, and I can still feel it.
I've had this kind of feeling a year ago,
when I was in the States, and dreamnt something,
Something, frightening, and sad in way,
so sad, even death is nothing.
I woke up that time, with tears running out from my eyes,
and the feeling, still there in my heart.
So painful, even the feel of a knife stabbed in through your heart is nothing!
It felt like, millions of pieces of broken glasses are slowly pierced in and out of the heart.
Pouring down from the heart, is the hearts contents, blood, etc..
erh yeah yeah, gross.
I can still remember the dream, so clear, if my eyes were projectors,
it can show every single detail out of it.
Even the smallest drop of blood that were pouring from the sky,
and the white space of nothing, it was scary.
Last night, was a dream of,
three lil spiders, that came crawling on me,
one was white, the others were black and green,
the best thing was, the white one, bit me.
bleeded me, and scarred me.
It was painful, and it hurt so bad, I can imagine in my mind still.
I don't know why it's so important, about three lil spiders,
but what meant the most for me, was the feeling I had
when I woke up, it was hurtful, it was sad, and it was heavy.
I kept crying today, I just couldn't resist it.
A dream that I think I should write about.
I woke up this morning, with a sad and heavy feeling in my heart,
it was devastating. I felt the urge to cry, but couldnt.
I wonder why? Maybe I think too much lately, or maybe
I just felt the guilt in my chest, burdening up and swallowing me,
from inside out.
It hurt so badly, and I can still feel it.
I've had this kind of feeling a year ago,
when I was in the States, and dreamnt something,
Something, frightening, and sad in way,
so sad, even death is nothing.
I woke up that time, with tears running out from my eyes,
and the feeling, still there in my heart.
So painful, even the feel of a knife stabbed in through your heart is nothing!
It felt like, millions of pieces of broken glasses are slowly pierced in and out of the heart.
Pouring down from the heart, is the hearts contents, blood, etc..
erh yeah yeah, gross.
I can still remember the dream, so clear, if my eyes were projectors,
it can show every single detail out of it.
Even the smallest drop of blood that were pouring from the sky,
and the white space of nothing, it was scary.
Last night, was a dream of,
three lil spiders, that came crawling on me,
one was white, the others were black and green,
the best thing was, the white one, bit me.
bleeded me, and scarred me.
It was painful, and it hurt so bad, I can imagine in my mind still.
I don't know why it's so important, about three lil spiders,
but what meant the most for me, was the feeling I had
when I woke up, it was hurtful, it was sad, and it was heavy.
I kept crying today, I just couldn't resist it.
Monday, March 22, 2010
It rains of overwhelmed feelings today
I've never felt like this before.
Its like falling in love, but I don't think it's exactly, Love?
I don't know.
I feel happy, not the same kind as when the usual rate of happiness,
but not the most happy either, that you jump on and off the floor,
Just, normally happy.
I feel, alive, in like I can breathe, and think, and do other stuff,
even when I miss you, even when you're not around me.
I feel content. To the state that I don't care anymore about anything
or whatever things even when bad things that'll come,
cause I know, that you'll always be there, to hold my hand when I'm scared,
Or just to see the visible veins running through under my skin.
To tell me that you'll kick their asses, or how dumb some mortals can be.
I feel secure, to know that whatever happens in the future, you'll be there,
smiling, waving your hand at me, or just annoy me to the state that I won't be bother to be angry anymore.
You always know what to do,
or what to say.
I adore you, I cherish you, I salute you to the point that, I trust you with my life.
Just take it. Take it, and do whatever you want.
My hopes and dreams for us?
Is to always be like this.
I want to love you, to the extend that even by death can't do us part.
That's what kind of love that I want.
Not those when it changes the temperature, or seasons when it feels like.
Or the kinds that just based on literation or complexion, or even based on caste in socialization.
I wonder what kind of feeling this is,
I don't think it's really love,
so tell me, how should I really feel for you?
Saturday, March 20, 2010
The day of the drunken allergicist
Today, I made a really important discovery that I never thought I would have it, in my life! I'm allergic to antibiotics! I'm not sure wether I am positively allergic to antibiotics or not, but, the thing that happened today when I had one, was a total weird one. I was dizzy and couldn't catch my breath, for some reason, and went totally coockoo. I was drunk. That was weird! Then I drank alot of water, and then suddenly we have guests coming into the living room, and I was in my Pj's and I totally got up and went for a change of clothes! Fhew that was close. So they were boy students from Germany(again) and Hongkong(which is not chinese but muslim nigerian name Mubarak).
So I was drunk, and my head was spinning, but that's not obstacle when it comes to talking to them. But whatever they said to me, will reach my head, in longer times, since it became slow to process things. They were great students. I already liked them! And I am actually looking forward to see them again! They want to make me like Starwars(like that's gonna happen).
Well anyway, yesterday, was the first time that I actually make Nasi goreng-with the help of fellow assistants(mom and sister). Which turned out to be very spicy-but good, since my mother went throwing the chillies into the frying pan, and well I'm not gonna be a disobedient child. :)
Anyway, I am goin to sleep now. Better get some beauty sleep. My face's getting older by the time. O M G. It really is suck to get worn out by time.
So I was drunk, and my head was spinning, but that's not obstacle when it comes to talking to them. But whatever they said to me, will reach my head, in longer times, since it became slow to process things. They were great students. I already liked them! And I am actually looking forward to see them again! They want to make me like Starwars(like that's gonna happen).
Well anyway, yesterday, was the first time that I actually make Nasi goreng-with the help of fellow assistants(mom and sister). Which turned out to be very spicy-but good, since my mother went throwing the chillies into the frying pan, and well I'm not gonna be a disobedient child. :)
Anyway, I am goin to sleep now. Better get some beauty sleep. My face's getting older by the time. O M G. It really is suck to get worn out by time.
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Hopes for now
Yesterday, we have an addition to our family member, my mom decided to host a Japanese student from Hokkaido! Her name is Shiho, and she's super cute! Well she just arrived at my place yesterday, and well she was here since January, we're her 2nd family, sort of.
Ehhm. It seems to me that for the time being,I should continue with my studies here, then after a year, or the most is two years, I should go out of the country. And experience something else out there. I think that would be great, go to a country, learn their language, and expertise in it, then move to another country. Wow, that'd be great! Who knows, I might end up working with AFS! LOL
I'm kinda saving up to travel next year. Where? Well it's a secret. For now it is!
Well Life has been fullfilling for me. I can't wait to meet new people, it's just so exciting.
I miss my bestards. I miss Janina. The other day when I sent her off at the bus terminal I nearly cried, I don't know, it's just hard saying goodbye to my bestards! I mean we can hardly see each other, but when we meet up, it's like having the whole world to ourselves, we would talk endlessly, about everything, even shitstuff! I mean, we're just family. One big huggable-singloving-crazy-dramaqueens-maniacs-verry-very-happy family. Yeah that's what we are. Thinking about them, makes my heart bloom. I'm happy at the thought of these people.
Well I'm tired, I need my sleep now.
Ehhm. It seems to me that for the time being,I should continue with my studies here, then after a year, or the most is two years, I should go out of the country. And experience something else out there. I think that would be great, go to a country, learn their language, and expertise in it, then move to another country. Wow, that'd be great! Who knows, I might end up working with AFS! LOL
I'm kinda saving up to travel next year. Where? Well it's a secret. For now it is!
Well Life has been fullfilling for me. I can't wait to meet new people, it's just so exciting.
I miss my bestards. I miss Janina. The other day when I sent her off at the bus terminal I nearly cried, I don't know, it's just hard saying goodbye to my bestards! I mean we can hardly see each other, but when we meet up, it's like having the whole world to ourselves, we would talk endlessly, about everything, even shitstuff! I mean, we're just family. One big huggable-singloving-crazy-dramaqueens-maniacs-verry-very-happy family. Yeah that's what we are. Thinking about them, makes my heart bloom. I'm happy at the thought of these people.
Well I'm tired, I need my sleep now.
Sunday, March 14, 2010
What A Sad World It Is?
I hate the real world. This world right now.
Teenagers, early teenagers that take drugs, I mean kids as early as 12 year olds, are taking drugs?! What are the parents doing? And what are the teachers, teaching in school?! This is all community's fault. For being ignorant, and being selfish, only care to think about themselves. And only wants to say about who's fault, instead of 'lets fix this'.
Don't go and make babies if one day you would just abandon them and let them be, growing up to destroy themselves.
Erkh, I'm so annoyed!! I'm just so damn annoyed and mad about this!! This is wrong.
We are civilised people. We live in the Twenty-First century! For god-sake what's wrong with you people?
Teenagers, early teenagers that take drugs, I mean kids as early as 12 year olds, are taking drugs?! What are the parents doing? And what are the teachers, teaching in school?! This is all community's fault. For being ignorant, and being selfish, only care to think about themselves. And only wants to say about who's fault, instead of 'lets fix this'.
Don't go and make babies if one day you would just abandon them and let them be, growing up to destroy themselves.
Erkh, I'm so annoyed!! I'm just so damn annoyed and mad about this!! This is wrong.
We are civilised people. We live in the Twenty-First century! For god-sake what's wrong with you people?
Friday, March 12, 2010
As the world gets old
I got better today. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~
It just felt like the whole world is mine! Especially when it rained this evening, everything just went perfect!
I was hungry of course, cause I didn't ate for some days ...
It was great, being sick, and being well again. At least, I can sleep and relax, and get my energy back when I got better. It felt amazing. I feel amazing. It felt like there's nothing I can't do in life. Not anything at all. Wow, where did I get all that stuff? *giggless*
Everything on malaysian channel is so boring. I want to be sick again.
I hate the real world. I dont want to go out if this house. I just want to just stay naive and not know about how corrupted the world is or how money can be so powerful that the sound of an explosion of a bomb somewhere in Afghanistan is just mere nothing.
Oh Lord, I know the world is now coming close to its end, I can understand how you would feel when you see all this stupid things happening to your creations and how stupid your most precious treasures can be. How something so priceless can be worthless, in the end.
Its just so sad, watching this, eventhough I may not be alone. All left for us is what we want to do with our life. And how do we want it to end like. It all depends on us. Our life, our journey. But truthfully, what do we really want in life? What does it lead to? Why are we born into this world? Why do we need to be successful, famous, well-known, rich, powerful, etc.. etc.. ? Why do we need that? Do we really need that? Is life like a burning flame on a candle, waiting to be blown away or blew out by itself. It is really that meaningless? There are so many question I want to ask. But what's the point? There's nothing to it for me. I'm just a nobody from nowhere.
A nobody that thinks that, its time for her, to start making her life, not as worthless as how she sees the world. The reason why everything is so pathetic is for you to make yourself wonderful, feel good about it, and know the reason why you're living your life now. Appreciate it, because that's what the Mastermind wants us to do. He wan't us to appreciate everything we have. Cause He doesnt want us to feel left out or regret something in the end.
And some people call God unfair? The one being unfair is you, because you judged him, with ignorance, and arrogance, and He still gives you life, and love. If I was God, for sure you'd be asking for mercy and forgiveness in hell by now. *grrrrrr
It's great that I feel better again. I can talk and talk and talk and smile knowing that how my life seems so blissful and blessful. Thank you, my Love.
Lovesssss.
It just felt like the whole world is mine! Especially when it rained this evening, everything just went perfect!
I was hungry of course, cause I didn't ate for some days ...
It was great, being sick, and being well again. At least, I can sleep and relax, and get my energy back when I got better. It felt amazing. I feel amazing. It felt like there's nothing I can't do in life. Not anything at all. Wow, where did I get all that stuff? *giggless*
Everything on malaysian channel is so boring. I want to be sick again.
I hate the real world. I dont want to go out if this house. I just want to just stay naive and not know about how corrupted the world is or how money can be so powerful that the sound of an explosion of a bomb somewhere in Afghanistan is just mere nothing.
Oh Lord, I know the world is now coming close to its end, I can understand how you would feel when you see all this stupid things happening to your creations and how stupid your most precious treasures can be. How something so priceless can be worthless, in the end.
Its just so sad, watching this, eventhough I may not be alone. All left for us is what we want to do with our life. And how do we want it to end like. It all depends on us. Our life, our journey. But truthfully, what do we really want in life? What does it lead to? Why are we born into this world? Why do we need to be successful, famous, well-known, rich, powerful, etc.. etc.. ? Why do we need that? Do we really need that? Is life like a burning flame on a candle, waiting to be blown away or blew out by itself. It is really that meaningless? There are so many question I want to ask. But what's the point? There's nothing to it for me. I'm just a nobody from nowhere.
A nobody that thinks that, its time for her, to start making her life, not as worthless as how she sees the world. The reason why everything is so pathetic is for you to make yourself wonderful, feel good about it, and know the reason why you're living your life now. Appreciate it, because that's what the Mastermind wants us to do. He wan't us to appreciate everything we have. Cause He doesnt want us to feel left out or regret something in the end.
And some people call God unfair? The one being unfair is you, because you judged him, with ignorance, and arrogance, and He still gives you life, and love. If I was God, for sure you'd be asking for mercy and forgiveness in hell by now. *grrrrrr
It's great that I feel better again. I can talk and talk and talk and smile knowing that how my life seems so blissful and blessful. Thank you, my Love.
Lovesssss.
Monday, March 8, 2010
아닐거야 !
Yesterday, was, a, TERRIBLE day.
Since I accidentally slipped down the stairs!
Luckily I fell on my bum and now it hurts like Shit.
My body's sore, and my neck hurts, luckily I didn't roll over the stairs like the ones in the Hindi movies!
Ohmygod, I was lucky enough to grab the stair's handle(or how you call them?)
Hurh! Can't wait for tomorrow, my most favourite person in the whole wide world is coming to give me a massage! Yay!
Anyway, today I woke up early and did nothing for the rest of the day except for being the chauffeur for our lil madam and sir. Yes it's not bad chauffering for the day, maybe I should make it my profession? Naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
I think I already know where I'm heading for college, and I am goin to say this, but I don't feel as excited about it? Maybe not yet, or maybe I just don't get excited about it. LOL, whatever it is I'm sure it'll be okay.
Anyway, I read something CUTE today. and I never found a comic that's soooooo cute!!!!!!!
It's all about a kitty's life. It's just so cute! AHHHH.. *screaming while running around in circles and rolling on the ground back and forth*
Ah, I need to shower now, it's been so HOT these days! It's terrifying! I can feel the heat all around me! O M G. My sister is talking about a new movie she's watching, and I kept telling her to stop, cause I WANT TO WATCH THIS MOVIE AFTER THIS! damm.
I'm sore, I need to sleep, I want to take my vitamins now.
ttfn. Loves
Since I accidentally slipped down the stairs!
Luckily I fell on my bum and now it hurts like Shit.
My body's sore, and my neck hurts, luckily I didn't roll over the stairs like the ones in the Hindi movies!
Ohmygod, I was lucky enough to grab the stair's handle(or how you call them?)
Hurh! Can't wait for tomorrow, my most favourite person in the whole wide world is coming to give me a massage! Yay!
Anyway, today I woke up early and did nothing for the rest of the day except for being the chauffeur for our lil madam and sir. Yes it's not bad chauffering for the day, maybe I should make it my profession? Naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
I think I already know where I'm heading for college, and I am goin to say this, but I don't feel as excited about it? Maybe not yet, or maybe I just don't get excited about it. LOL, whatever it is I'm sure it'll be okay.
Anyway, I read something CUTE today. and I never found a comic that's soooooo cute!!!!!!!
It's all about a kitty's life. It's just so cute! AHHHH.. *screaming while running around in circles and rolling on the ground back and forth*
Ah, I need to shower now, it's been so HOT these days! It's terrifying! I can feel the heat all around me! O M G. My sister is talking about a new movie she's watching, and I kept telling her to stop, cause I WANT TO WATCH THIS MOVIE AFTER THIS! damm.
I'm sore, I need to sleep, I want to take my vitamins now.
ttfn. Loves
Friday, March 5, 2010
5th Mac 2010
I slept early last night. Woke up a couple of times, well that was annoying.
Today wasn't one of those days that I would want to remember, I was angry, moody all day. And when it was night time, I was better. LOL. I know, it's always like that. Always.
I read, drew things up. Think my about the future. Took a peep at my savings. And facebook all day.
I don't know. I really need to go for college. I need to start studying now. I want to earn more money. I want to travel. There's alot of things that I want to do, and I can't even think of them now, since it's so many!
I am trying to learn Japanese now. It's kinda fun.
I want to be able to speak many2 languages! So that when I travel to their countries, I can speak their language! :)
I don't know, my ambition is so high, I don't know if I can take so much work in the end? *pout*
Whatthehell? Since when do you think like this? Well I think I sure can! *cringe*
Haaaah! Yeah I should I should.
Today wasn't one of those days that I would want to remember, I was angry, moody all day. And when it was night time, I was better. LOL. I know, it's always like that. Always.
I read, drew things up. Think my about the future. Took a peep at my savings. And facebook all day.
I don't know. I really need to go for college. I need to start studying now. I want to earn more money. I want to travel. There's alot of things that I want to do, and I can't even think of them now, since it's so many!
I am trying to learn Japanese now. It's kinda fun.
I want to be able to speak many2 languages! So that when I travel to their countries, I can speak their language! :)
I don't know, my ambition is so high, I don't know if I can take so much work in the end? *pout*
Whatthehell? Since when do you think like this? Well I think I sure can! *cringe*
Haaaah! Yeah I should I should.
Thursday, March 4, 2010
Mirror yourself.
I hate it when 'kids' in terms of not mature enough think about things around them and ways to handle their own life, react so clever upon the corruption or wtv kind of politics or the economics of one country, etc.. etc..
Come on lah, you can't even figure out things for yourself, so why do you want to act like you know these kind of things? These are not a 'child's play toy'. These are to be handled by the ones responsible so don't act responsible when you're not. We should be grateful enough our that we're able to walk out to do things peacefully without hesitating about bullets or boms that could fly over our heads anytime. We should be grateful that we can still eat whatever food we want, just by driving in our car to the destination and devour ourself with it.
Kids, my advice is to mind your own business. If you have anything to say about it, make sure that it's worth wile saying it, because for me, anything that involves politics, is just a big waste of your time. Unless you are benefitting something from it. Ops.
I'm not taking sides, I'm not saying this is right or that person is wrong, but logically, if you are a muslim yang sangat2 alim lah kan, why do you want to make others look bad in order to make yourself look good? Why do you despise your own people? Why do you want to buruk-burukkan someone just for the sake of making your party look better? So you pakai serban atas kepala you're good enough candidate lah? I don't think so.
Be happy for others instead of being jealous. Be accepting of your own failures, be kind to yourself. Treat your family well, live your life to the fullest, there's alot of stuff you can do.
Search for the right thing, so that you won't be doing shameful and wasteless things. Can you still manage to do all this while doing other wasteless stuff? I don't think so.
Senang cerita, cermin lah diri. You don't have to own a mirror just to look at yourself.
Come on lah, you can't even figure out things for yourself, so why do you want to act like you know these kind of things? These are not a 'child's play toy'. These are to be handled by the ones responsible so don't act responsible when you're not. We should be grateful enough our that we're able to walk out to do things peacefully without hesitating about bullets or boms that could fly over our heads anytime. We should be grateful that we can still eat whatever food we want, just by driving in our car to the destination and devour ourself with it.
Kids, my advice is to mind your own business. If you have anything to say about it, make sure that it's worth wile saying it, because for me, anything that involves politics, is just a big waste of your time. Unless you are benefitting something from it. Ops.
I'm not taking sides, I'm not saying this is right or that person is wrong, but logically, if you are a muslim yang sangat2 alim lah kan, why do you want to make others look bad in order to make yourself look good? Why do you despise your own people? Why do you want to buruk-burukkan someone just for the sake of making your party look better? So you pakai serban atas kepala you're good enough candidate lah? I don't think so.
Be happy for others instead of being jealous. Be accepting of your own failures, be kind to yourself. Treat your family well, live your life to the fullest, there's alot of stuff you can do.
Search for the right thing, so that you won't be doing shameful and wasteless things. Can you still manage to do all this while doing other wasteless stuff? I don't think so.
Senang cerita, cermin lah diri. You don't have to own a mirror just to look at yourself.
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
2nd March 2010
It's been awhile :)
I was in KL since last Thursday, came back on Sunday.
Watched 'Boys over Flowers'. For two days, it has 5 cds and well I skipped alot, and don't think that I miss anything about the story, well I just hate suspense and waiting! and I already read the manga version of it.
Well anyway, can get enough of the cute characters in it (escpecially my new and hot superstar-model-idol, Goo Joon Pyo-I mean Lee Min Ho)
I just love the character, oh my god I wish ... - I can't wish too hard or I might get my heart broken! Haha.
So I think my two days was wasted.
Since I came back from KL, the weather here in just ridiculously and unbearably warm! And I can't stand it.
I didn't ate the whole day yesterday, I wasn't planning on goin for hunger strike for the day but I was so obsessed with the movie that I just got lost in time and well forgot to eat, cool eyh. And I wasn't hungry for food, at all. Just had water all day long. I think I'm gonna lose weight this week, it's okay, I still have the rest of my life to make up for it! LOL
The thing that I learnt from the movie, it's something about, you should do something you want to do before you end up regretting it for the rest of your life for not doing it or being too late for it. And I think that it's quite important, but always forgotten by many people, because we just have too many things to do.
I think I want to hold on to that motto, so that I won't be regretting things when I get older.
Life is just so full of everything that sometime you forgot about even the simplest and most basic things in life.
Suddenly, I'm scared. ?
I was in KL since last Thursday, came back on Sunday.
Watched 'Boys over Flowers'. For two days, it has 5 cds and well I skipped alot, and don't think that I miss anything about the story, well I just hate suspense and waiting! and I already read the manga version of it.
Well anyway, can get enough of the cute characters in it (escpecially my new and hot superstar-model-idol, Goo Joon Pyo-I mean Lee Min Ho)
I just love the character, oh my god I wish ... - I can't wish too hard or I might get my heart broken! Haha.
So I think my two days was wasted.
Since I came back from KL, the weather here in just ridiculously and unbearably warm! And I can't stand it.
I didn't ate the whole day yesterday, I wasn't planning on goin for hunger strike for the day but I was so obsessed with the movie that I just got lost in time and well forgot to eat, cool eyh. And I wasn't hungry for food, at all. Just had water all day long. I think I'm gonna lose weight this week, it's okay, I still have the rest of my life to make up for it! LOL
The thing that I learnt from the movie, it's something about, you should do something you want to do before you end up regretting it for the rest of your life for not doing it or being too late for it. And I think that it's quite important, but always forgotten by many people, because we just have too many things to do.
I think I want to hold on to that motto, so that I won't be regretting things when I get older.
Life is just so full of everything that sometime you forgot about even the simplest and most basic things in life.
Suddenly, I'm scared. ?
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