I need to talk to you,
about some things.
But the truth is,
I don't know how to face you,
or to tell you this.
somehow, I can feel the guilt of not telling you
sometimes, I feel like I shouldn't
Because I'm scared of losing you
Losing the same you that has always
Love me, care for me, adore me
I know I'm selfish,
But you're the one who made me this way.
I'm sorry. I just don't know what to do.
So let me be as I am for a moment,
for me to think, for me to gather up words to
put up for you.
So that I would'nt hurt you as much,
as I am afraid I would.
I know this will puzzle you, but this is how I feel.
I'm puzzled myself.
And I am sorry. for everything.
Lo siento. me amor
Oh wow, i hadn't seen this before...cuz you had put up another entry the same day, and somehow i missed this. Is this about us?
ReplyDeleteIf it is, thank you for telling me this sayang, but i am really really happy i didn't actually read this on the 20. Becasue would i have read it, i would have felt sick for as long as you would tell me on the 25... Even now i feel like somebody hits me in the stomache when i read this.
but i am happy about one thing, you said you are selfish, that is good, at least to some extend, but sayang, promise me to be selfish at the right moments in life ok?
I love you
I think i am lucky for another reason too that i haven't read this before, because i don't want to get mad at you, and i think i would have if i had read it before you telling me. Because i would have thought it's like breaking up with a message, and not face to face... (or cam to cam... xD)
ReplyDeleteWell I posted this a bit later.
ReplyDeleteAnd we didnt 'breakup'
we just change to another relationship
I love you
a bit later than what? you posted it on the 20. right? and told me on the 25. or did i get something wrong...?
ReplyDeleteI love you too
I wrote it on the 20th, posted it on the 26th.
ReplyDeleteoh ok didn't know that cuz up above it says 20.
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