I'm not myself lately, got upset easily, I dont think I feel very confident about myself anymore, lately I feel down, i drive the car like shit, seriously I cant even park the car properly, I always think of things that I never thought of before, like how thinner I got as I would not look good in my clothes, or something stupid like that.
Man, I sounded lame and annoying lah.
But what else can I do, I dont know what's wrong with me.
I want my old self back, confident, and dontgiveadamn about what people think of me.
Oh god.? Help me please.
Baby, if you can, read your entry before this one and feel proud of yourself. So much positivity! The situation you are in is difficult and noone expects you to handle it without problems, is that clear to you? Sayang, you are a capable person and please don't make yourself believe that you are not.
ReplyDeleteI love you, eventho i am not there with you, please let my love for you be enough to keep you going, i deeply deeply love you, you should know that i think about you every second.
You are beautiful in any way, any at all!