Thank you 2009, for a wonderful year,
filled with magical dreams and whimsical hopes,
tears of happiness, and of sadness,
meeting amazing new people, deprived the ones I love,
although you have been ticking yourself away swiftly and smoothly,
thus making me unbearable to keep up with you.
It was fun, it was sad.
But it's okay. I learnt alot from it.
And now, I would gladly welcome, 2010
Wait, wait.
Am I ready?
I hope I am,
to go through whatever obstacles that may occur,
whatever wrong turns I might take,
and whatever split roads that would make me choose on where to go
and what to do after that.
Please please make me stronger than I am now,
and don't let me forget the little things that are important to me.
As I know I would learn more,
Gain something, lose something else,
a new hope, or a new dream,
A new friend, or a new nemesis.
More or less for whatever may happen,
I hope to stay strong, and be strong.
zahir dan batin.
Amin.
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Sunday, December 27, 2009
Backstabers
The thing is, you backstabers can go straight to h***!
Or get shot in the forehead.
For being a bloody backstabing biatch.
Whatthehell?
For all the things we've done for you,
this is how you repay us?
Well at least now we know your true faces.
Damn you people.
You make my blood pressure rises to my head!
I think my heart is burning flames,
if I cut it abit maybe lava would come out instead of blood.
Argh!
Or get shot in the forehead.
For being a bloody backstabing biatch.
Whatthehell?
For all the things we've done for you,
this is how you repay us?
Well at least now we know your true faces.
Damn you people.
You make my blood pressure rises to my head!
I think my heart is burning flames,
if I cut it abit maybe lava would come out instead of blood.
Argh!
Saturday, December 26, 2009
For Mr. F
Felix dis natalis
Well I can write them down in every single language - thanks for the help of my very best friend, Google. But you get what I mean. :D
Have a wonderful birthday sayang.
I miss you very much.
ps. I love you.
Azam Tahun Baru
It's goin to be 5 days (or less) before this year's expiry, and it's on count!
Wow, wow.
Seriously it's that soon already?
I can't believe this.
I haven't set any aims or targets yet.
Well maybe I should do it now.
So what should I aim for next year, hmm *thinking,thinking,thinking*
Maybe I should, settle all unfinished business, read more books, take up a new hobby - how bout shoe-increment (just saying), be more punctual, more disciplined, errr.., take-up a Language class-like seriously.
Now I'm out of ideas actually, I should write them down next time.
Well I just hope I would have time, not waste them away!
Please please please be more determined and serious about stuff.
Please Liyana please!
Wow, wow.
Seriously it's that soon already?
I can't believe this.
I haven't set any aims or targets yet.
Well maybe I should do it now.
So what should I aim for next year, hmm *thinking,thinking,thinking*
Maybe I should, settle all unfinished business, read more books, take up a new hobby - how bout shoe-increment (just saying), be more punctual, more disciplined, errr.., take-up a Language class-like seriously.
Now I'm out of ideas actually, I should write them down next time.
Well I just hope I would have time, not waste them away!
Please please please be more determined and serious about stuff.
Please Liyana please!
Happy Early Birthday sweetheart !
Friday, December 25, 2009
Where does the apple would fall then, if not on the ground
Parents are children's best(or worst) and first idol(or example), eventhough they realise it or not.
Being a parent is not easy because when you have children, not only you would have to deal with their miscellaneous behaviours, etc.. etc.. etc..
You would also have to watch out what you do or say since they would follow whatever you do.
Good or bad.
They wouldn't know, they're just kids.
It's sad that some would behave ironically, foolishly, dramatically and wants nothing more than just attention, when they don't even get that from their parents. So sad.
The only thing a person, young or old, wants in this world, is just to be noticed. To be appreciated. To be listened to. To be more sure of themselves.
And it is irrefutable when I would have to say that children themselves are actually representing the way their parents teach them at home,
and that is,if they do.
I'm very grateful to God for bestowing me my parents, thus giving me this wonderful life.
My life is not perfect, but that's what I love about it.
Because sometimes,
the little things in life can be the most priceless.
And I want to thank you, God for that.
Thank you for this wonderful life.
Being a parent is not easy because when you have children, not only you would have to deal with their miscellaneous behaviours, etc.. etc.. etc..
You would also have to watch out what you do or say since they would follow whatever you do.
Good or bad.
They wouldn't know, they're just kids.
It's sad that some would behave ironically, foolishly, dramatically and wants nothing more than just attention, when they don't even get that from their parents. So sad.
The only thing a person, young or old, wants in this world, is just to be noticed. To be appreciated. To be listened to. To be more sure of themselves.
And it is irrefutable when I would have to say that children themselves are actually representing the way their parents teach them at home,
and that is,if they do.
I'm very grateful to God for bestowing me my parents, thus giving me this wonderful life.
My life is not perfect, but that's what I love about it.
Because sometimes,
the little things in life can be the most priceless.
And I want to thank you, God for that.
Thank you for this wonderful life.
Thursday, December 24, 2009
Help !
I'm still on my college's resume. Seriously I have no ideas at all, on how and what to write!
I'm frustrated, I'm overwhelmed. I'm out of time!
Oh God, please please help this poor girl over here.
I'm frustrated, I'm overwhelmed. I'm out of time!
Oh God, please please help this poor girl over here.
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Same old, same old !
Today as I woke up, I feel cranky and crappy of the 'time of the month'. Well you know what I mean.
Anyway,the thing that happen today is, actually nothing much. But I did watch this movie about weddings, and remembered about how much I love weddings!
Not saying as it is for mine, but generally, as in Weddings. The dress, the receptions, cakes, flowers, the venue, and the man that's gona be there, waiting for you at the end of the isle, and goin to hold your hand, smile at you and say 'you look beautiful,love', the idea is just so romantic, my heart is blooming!
Sighs*
Maybe one day. I can hope, right :)
Well anyway, I realise that I needed to put some things into work, like my college application, and some other personal matters! Like seriously, what's with the delays! Damnit. I thought those delaying times were over! I should get it done and deal with things!
Focus focus focus!
You're not gona regret it, I promise you!
Anyway,the thing that happen today is, actually nothing much. But I did watch this movie about weddings, and remembered about how much I love weddings!
Not saying as it is for mine, but generally, as in Weddings. The dress, the receptions, cakes, flowers, the venue, and the man that's gona be there, waiting for you at the end of the isle, and goin to hold your hand, smile at you and say 'you look beautiful,love', the idea is just so romantic, my heart is blooming!
Sighs*
Maybe one day. I can hope, right :)
Well anyway, I realise that I needed to put some things into work, like my college application, and some other personal matters! Like seriously, what's with the delays! Damnit. I thought those delaying times were over! I should get it done and deal with things!
Focus focus focus!
You're not gona regret it, I promise you!
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Smoking is cool, not?
Smokers are total imbeciles.
Seriously I can't find any GOOD reasons for smokers to still smoke.
Well, I dont have to ellaborate more about the consenquenses of smoking, a BIG waste of my time on that one.
Just want to say out things that would irritate me easily. Since I hate fools very much. And I'm pretty much irritated now.
Fuuhh~
Oky, I'm done.
Seriously I can't find any GOOD reasons for smokers to still smoke.
Well, I dont have to ellaborate more about the consenquenses of smoking, a BIG waste of my time on that one.
Just want to say out things that would irritate me easily. Since I hate fools very much. And I'm pretty much irritated now.
Fuuhh~
Oky, I'm done.
Saturday, December 19, 2009
Early Christmas Surprise
Got your Christmas parcel yesterday.
I was really happy about it, kept smiling and smiling till my cheeks got sore. But still I kept smiling everytime I look at it or remember about it. Especially when there's something really sweet inside!
Thank you for your wonderful gift. Sorry for the fact that I didn't wait till Christmas to open it, but you didn't say so ! :P
I really miss you alot, my Schatz.
I was really happy about it, kept smiling and smiling till my cheeks got sore. But still I kept smiling everytime I look at it or remember about it. Especially when there's something really sweet inside!
Thank you for your wonderful gift. Sorry for the fact that I didn't wait till Christmas to open it, but you didn't say so ! :P
I really miss you alot, my Schatz.
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Ariff the Wistler
Ariff was happily wistling some random song, suddenly Sue came in and interrupted,
Sue ; Arip! jangan bersiul, nanti panggil setan! (dont wistle, you're calling the satan)
Ariff dengan selambanya menjawab,
Ariff ; Relax lah kak Sulida. Better have friends with you rather than wistling alone!
Sue ; Arip! jangan bersiul, nanti panggil setan! (dont wistle, you're calling the satan)
Ariff dengan selambanya menjawab,
Ariff ; Relax lah kak Sulida. Better have friends with you rather than wistling alone!
Monday, December 14, 2009
I feel ...
What am I feeling?
I don't know?
I am not sure?
I can't explain it. I can't tell anyone, it's a secret.
At least all I know that I'm kinda confuse now of how and what I feel.
Confused me.
What to do?
I don't know?
I am not sure?
I can't explain it. I can't tell anyone, it's a secret.
At least all I know that I'm kinda confuse now of how and what I feel.
Confused me.
What to do?
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Menyampah
I have a problem.
Correction, I have problems.
One of them is that I freaking hate people who actually thinks that they are the centre of the world, no, the Universe!
Come on people, you make me sick!
The world doesn't revolves around you.
Find something better to do lah.
You think you're so all Great and almighty? Please.
You're just so selfish, ignorant, and arrogant, and so-full-of-shitty-stuff it's just so overwhelming for me to say it. You just think of yourself, and nothing else matters for you. Hello? If you want me to understand, you have to also understand me lah.
Well, I hope you can find someone that can stand you, cause I seriously can't!
It's either you leave it, or leave me.
The end.
Correction, I have problems.
One of them is that I freaking hate people who actually thinks that they are the centre of the world, no, the Universe!
Come on people, you make me sick!
The world doesn't revolves around you.
Find something better to do lah.
You think you're so all Great and almighty? Please.
You're just so selfish, ignorant, and arrogant, and so-full-of-shitty-stuff it's just so overwhelming for me to say it. You just think of yourself, and nothing else matters for you. Hello? If you want me to understand, you have to also understand me lah.
Well, I hope you can find someone that can stand you, cause I seriously can't!
It's either you leave it, or leave me.
The end.
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Again and again
I am reading my journal, Yes, again! I love reading it, reminds me of freaking Americans, Babers, enchulatas (man I miss mexican food *sad*), Abercombie, the sales, Fashion Square, Panda express...
WOW, I'm not gona list everything, there's so much! Sorry people. LOL
I miss you very much, Joy and Bob Baber, the Ericksons, my lil Carter, Mareike bubu, KengoKenta, my weird PVHS teachers, FashionSquare, Panda Express, and most of all, my German boyfriend. Don't you just miss everything, love?
I know I do!
WOW, I'm not gona list everything, there's so much! Sorry people. LOL
I miss you very much, Joy and Bob Baber, the Ericksons, my lil Carter, Mareike bubu, KengoKenta, my weird PVHS teachers, FashionSquare, Panda Express, and most of all, my German boyfriend. Don't you just miss everything, love?
I know I do!
Thinking of You - Katy Perry
Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed
You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test
He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...
You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your...
Your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door and
Take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed
You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test
He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...
You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your...
Your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door and
Take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay
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