Reminiscing

I actually miss the times when I was in Phoenix,when there's no freaking school anymore, waking up looking at the sun shining through the window of my room, thus blinding my eye. And waking up, regularly looking at my things that's everywhere in the room, my books on the floor, my pants, or shirts, or well I dont know, there's always things on the floor. Even on the bed! since mine was an American King-size bed. Then automactically I would check my phone, and there was always a 'good morning' message, or maybe I would send it first, it was a normal routine for a couple of months, and I enjoyed it.


After that I would go downstairs, without brushing my teeth or even wash my face, to go find out that Joy is having her class maybe, or running some errands, and Bob is gone for work, or maybe to the gyms in the weekends. Then I would go back up, shower, checkout my hair maybe, then I would dress up, try up many2 outfits together, or even put up makeup, and remove it again so tht i could do another one.


Maybe on some other day I would have a date with Kenta at Fashion Square,go see a movie, or go to Abercombie for like many2 times per trip, or maybe I would go to Mareike's place, then we would be in the pool, or play with Tank and Gracie, or just stay in her room, talk bout her boyfriend or some weird exchange student we dont really like. Well that was fun!

Then i would come home, maybe Joy would pick me up at Fashion Square, or Mareike's place, then I would tell her what I did, bout how Kenta or Mareike would go to Abercombie 4-5 times a trip, and I would follow them(every single time I went to Fashion Square). I loved it. I mean then maybe I would show her my new dress I bought at Charlotte Russe, or a new skarf I got at Forever21. Then she would end up reminding me of how much stuff I have at home. And I would just shut up and gave her the biggest smile ever!


As we reached home, I would walk out the car, saying thank you for taking me(well I sorta do that all the time) and walk through the garage door, seeing Bob in his couch watching some show on tv he has watch for many2 times, and I would start out saying "Hola! Como estas?" and end up laughing because I dont really know Spanish!


Then I would go up, put up my new things on the bed, or on the chair, then I would shower, or have dinner, maybe enchulatas, or tacos, or even Wendy's! and after that I would start talking on the phone with my sweetheart, then we would talk about how we should we should meet up, walking to each other, or take the bus, then we would talk about random stuff, just random stuff that I dont really remember but yeah, come to think about it, we talk alot! And sometimes I just dont know wht we would talk about!


Then the conversation would turn out hours, and hours, and I would end up saying goodnight, or how late it was and how tired we are. Seriously we do that all the time! But I never got tired of it. Maybe because I just love talking with him eventhough sometimes we just talk shit.


Now, back home in Jitra, I would wake up, remembering about all those small lil stuff that I treasure so much. Missing the people that has changed me in a way, and still loving them, as much as my heart could be filled.


Well then and now, I know how precious these people and this memories are for me. And I hope that I would see them again, have Wendy's together, or go to Abercombie for a couple of times a day, walking together, side by side while holding hands, or even sat on the roof, gazing at the stars, or even dance together to some weird country song, I mean I would give everything I have now, just to do that one more time. And I would not be bored, if I ever have to do it again and again.

Day with Ankush

Saturday,24thoct'09 - around 930a.m, I woke up and got ready for a date with my Indian friend which is now here in Malaysia and is going to see me in an hour! Wow! I had my shower and everything and well I'm so lucky to have an uncle that is ok to take me to KLCC(also knwn as Petronas twin tower)

So I was at KLCC and is strolling around and around Suria, well there was a M.A.C show at the lowest ground and well they were giving out a free makeup try! So I thought since I was waiting for Ankush to come, maybe I should go try, so anyways, the intention didnt work out,at first since I had to go and get him! He's here! So I went and get him,and his parents, and we went for breakfast and guess what he got for breakfast, a f-f-f-freaaaaaaaking mcdonald's sandwich! dammit! seriously you come here and all you eat is mcdonald's? come on! we have nasik lemak and roti canai and tosai-lah and everything you can eat for breakfast! His parents btw was eating chakueteow and chapati,good for them!

So after breakfast, Ankush and I planned to go to Aquaria(it was my first time, so I was excited-lalalala). Aquaria is a marine park, underground, and below KLCC! Tell me about it :P Malaysia is cool. LOL. So we were in line with the rest of the crowd(damn I didnt know i have to get with all the crowd-seriously I dont really like being in a crowded place) waiting in line and getting a Malaysian citizen ticket(for Ankush too) and well, we went in. haha, the first 20 minutes of the so-called marine park was boring! It's a damn marine park and there you would see these bugs and insects on diplay with all the lizards and I was like whatthehell? is this a mini zoo or something?

I was feeling dizzy and all(noclue why?) and well, we still walk through it, me wondering where is the tunnel that you go through to see all the fishies swimming above you. Then there we saw it, the tunnel! and we quickly went into it, and yes, now this is what they call a 'Marine park'! LOL. I was so freaking happy to show him that, and he looks happy too! Im just so glad.

And so after the tunnel,they were some more aquariums,and that was it, on the way out, there was this huge shark's teeth? (i guess-whatelse should it be) and yes ofcourse we took a picture with it(check it up on facebook!)

We went out of the marine park, and went to starbucks! well yes I did say that the first thing I wanted to do is to take him to Starbucks, but I still did, didn't I? Hahah. well anyway, we were talking and reminiscing our memories back in Phx, and well made me miss, everyone-the Babers,pancake,Mareike,Kenta. Hurh. (sadmode) but it's ok, I know I'm goin to see them, now that I've seen Ankush, ofcourse there's a possibility that I'm goin to see the others as well!

So his mother called and well, he had to leave because they were leaving to central market, and I was tired to go with them(wonder why I got tired so easily?)-since they invite me with them, but yes I stayed in Suria and well, had my M.A.C makeup(for free!) and well, I would like to say that I would prefer my own makeup style :). It was ok, but, no, I love my own artworks! haha. a lil bit narcist here and there,so what?

well this was the result of the M.A.C makeup the makeup artist sortof chose for me

T'was not bad, but ok-lah. haha. So I got home, wash it off and felt so fresh that I fell asleep right after putting my head on the pillow. Amazing!

College search

Well on Friday I had an appoinment with Nottingham University campus in Malaysia,after lunch, my mom, my uncle and I went to hulu Semenyih and well, let's just say when I got there, the first thing in mind was tht,I'd rather stay and study in Jitra. Well anyway, my uncle was driving around and around and then we passed this Taman Tasik Semenyih (which is semenyih lakeside park). Then there it was, I saw it, Nottingham's administration centre. Well, it look just like how it is in the internet.

And so I was impressed by the beautiful scenery and then I thought,"wow, this'll be a very nice place after all" and so we went to the administration office where this Eric guy is waiting for us,(appoinment was suppose to be at 3,but due to traffic jam we were 15minutes late). But luckily the guy was a total sport and that was great. And so, he's promoting me for this another course at Nottingham, which is the Foundation of Arts(well I wanted to take foundation in business) but anyhow, my mind was made up but still I wanted to know a lil but more about the Art's Foundation so they called this one guy whose somebody in the Arts' society and he came,an Englishman name Mike. Nice guy he is, but smells of cigarretes, I cant stand cigarette smell. But he was very nice and very helpful in sort of making me interested in the arts stream(which sort of didnt succeed).

So after the brief I went out to tour myself around Nottingham. Well, not a huge place, but it was perfect. It's beautiful and I just fell in love with the place.

Namun keputusan harus dibuat a.s.a.p. :P

Im still thinking on where and what to do. Hope I can figure it out a.s.a.p!

Rakan2 zaman jahil

Ari nih aku breakfast dengan member lama frm Smj. Well, Dah dekat two years tk jumpa dia(agak taksangka ja), kott lahh nak selisih kot2 nasmir ka, Jitra ka, tadakk langsung. Padahal dok dlm Jitra gak. Teruk2. Well dlm pukui 10lebih skit cmtu dia mai amik, then round2, lalu depan klinik gigi Jitra, plan nak ke Arau lah sangat, jmp ngn Din ka, then tak jadi. Jauh sgt. Arau tu dah tadak pa. Pusing punya pusing, last2 end up kat dpn Smj jugak, dok lah kami kat Nasmir tu. Aku minum tehtarik je(kes baru bangun tidog sgt2), dia mkn roti sardin ngn ayag bandung. Dok sembang ngn dia, tk abih2 dok kata zaman jahil dulu2. Adoi. Kot lah nak kata zaman kanak2 ribena ka.

Anyways,pastu aku decide nk pi jumpa pak dia lahh, kes aritu pak dia msk hosp aku tk pi jenguk pun(rasa bersalah lah konon). Then end up kt umah dia. Sembang2 sambil tgok tv pasai budaya Indu kami balik lah. Singgah umah tok satt, mai balik umah sat, dok dapug, makan, relax. Then dok sembang pasai lagi satu membe,call dia, gelak2 kes lani dia speakin KL. Meluat. haha. Then around 12lebih2 skit, dia balik. Goodbye :)

Hai sukanya aku bila jumpa member lama balik. Rindu time2 skool dulu2. Lebih2 kat bbd. Tp bila ingt balik, lebih bnyk memories di Smj,hahah. whatever. Tak sabag nk tgu depa cuti, then jumpa membe2 yg lain pulak. Rinduuuu!

Note to self ; make friends not enemies. :)

My friend from India

Baru ja lepas on the phone with my friend from India, well he's in Singapore right now and he's coming to Malaysia tomorrow, and well I'm so excited to see him on saturday! Well it's been 3 and a half months since we've seen each other, and this will be the first time since July for me to meet someone from Afs AZ and from my own rountable! Seriously my lutut is shaking. Haha. LOL.


Well, I was thinking, since we're from the same rountable, I should take him to Starbucks first(because our rountable really love starbucks,and our meet up was always at starbucks!), and he was having Petronas Twin Tower in his mind since I met him in January! well ofcourse I will take him there. Then maybe to Aquaria, since dekat je pun. Was planning to ajak him makan durian, tapi kann, nak beli durian di KL tu kat mana huh?? Takkan lah nak bawak durian dari sini masuk dalam aeroplane kot besok! Gila kott!


Takpalah, I'll think of something else lah. Herm. thinkthinkthink!


I think I can come up with something in these couple of days. Heeeee :)

My rountable people, from left ; Mareike(Germany), Kenta(Japan), and Ankush(India). Miss them mucho!

Kimono vs. Hanbok

Clothes I would really loooovvve to wear.

The kimono, is a Japanese traditional garment worn by women,men,and children which means 'thing to wear' (ki "thing" mono "to wear"). Kimonos are wrapped around the body,and is secured by a sash called obi which is tied at the back.

Hanbok (north korea) or Joseon-ot(south korea) is the Korean traditional dress. Traditional women's hanbok consists of jeogori (blouse shirt or jacket), and chima (wrap-around skirt which is usually worn full)

For further information about kimono or hanbok please google it yourself.

So, I was browsing through google images and found these two beautiful garments and well, I was thinking of in which I would look better, Kimono? Hanbok? kimono? Hanbok? Kimono? hanbok? hanbok? kimono? Argh??? Well anyways.

I think that whatever it is, both kimono and hanbok are very elegant and very pretty too, thus I want to try it both.

Note to self : must put 'wear kimono/hanbok' in 'to do list' when have the chance to visit Japan/Korea

hair fall

Last night I decided to ditch my favourite korean ghost movie and go to sleep instead. Well usually I wont freaking ditch it, but I think enuf is enuf (not really) and I have to get my sleep, since, I'm having hair loss. Kesedaran timbul apabila rambutku gugur dengan begitu banyak sekali (setiap kali sikat sure belambak!) and ini menyebabkan tahap kebimbangan aku berada di tahap yang agak tinggi. Jadi aku memutuskan untuk tidur lebih awal and well, I hope in a way, it works?

I personally dont really believe in miracle hairfall shampoos so I dont think I would take that as an alternative. If so, maybe a hair tonic? or a hairspray is fine, but I'm done with shampoos!

Note to self ; no more shampoo testing.

Cepatnya

Pagi tadi send off one of my best friend at the bus station, well, it's been 3 months since he came back from Egypt. Now, I mean tomorrow, he's going back, I wish I could send him off at the airport, tapi nak wat camner, my flight to KL is like on Thursday.

Tapi takpe,at least I did see him before he leaves.

The last thing we talked about today (as if together), is about haircuts he had in Egypt. How they would shampoo your hair and then cut it, then if you have rambut2 halus they would use the threading and all, and he's demonstrating how threading works (as if aku taktau apemende). And in the end they would put alot of gell on your hair and make it so hard you can kill people with your mohawk. And it all will cost you 5genih (i dont know how much it is in RM but i think that's effing cheap!) and plus with small lil shampoos they will give you to wear at home. COOL!

I would love to go to Egypt, I mean I would love to go anywhere in the world!

Thinking of this, I mean of him leaving, (imagining him saying farewell, few hugs and of he goes in to the 'pancaran matahari' bus, goes to his seat and searching for me to wave his hand goodbye), makes me realise that time passes so fast, and you wont even notice it, I mean seriously this happens to me for alot of times already ( realising that time is passing effing fast). Seriously?

I would like to say, that after this I would very much appreciate time, and appreciate people even more, cause in the end, all the time in the world wont be enough for you.